I uninstalled Huangmao System

91. Chapter 90 90 I don’t want you to be sad or leave secretly

On the way to the station, Sakurakoji Sakura seemed to be in a particularly good mood, bouncing up and down along the way.

"Hey, where are we going now?"

Before Jinguji Yue could reply, she said first, "Are you taking me to a love hotel again? Well... high school students must be fine."

Jingujizuki looked at her helplessly, with unconcealed cunning in the girl's eyes. Jingujizuki didn't know she was joking, so he immediately sighed and uttered two words.

"go home."

"Ala, are you going to your house again?"

"Everyone goes home."

Sakurakoji Sasakura was immediately amused.

"Is it so funny?" Jingujiji asked.

"Looking at your taciturn temperament now, wouldn't it be funny to think of you in junior high school?"

In this regard, Jinguji Tsuki was really speechless. It was a period of ultimate black history, no matter who it was.

Sakurakoji Sasakura first showed a relaxed smile, and then looked like she was lost in memories.

"Ah~ah~ I'm such a fool, I fell into your trap so easily, and lost the first time in a daze.

"What's even more annoying is that it ended before it officially started. Do you understand how I felt at that time? I wish I could treat your thing like a carrot and grate it into shreds to satisfy my hatred."

"........."

Perhaps because of Jinguji Yue's abnormal behavior today, even Sakurakoji Sasakura became abnormal. Before this, she would never take the initiative to mention the things during their relationship.

So far, they have lived their lives pretending to be ordinary childhood sweethearts, forgetting that they were each other's first love.

But because of Jinguji Yue's behavior today, she saw a glimmer of light.

The girl next to him suddenly walked up to him and stopped his steps. Jinguji Yue looked at her quietly.

Sakurakoji Sakura showed a gentle and calm smile. She had already forgotten all the other girls in her heart. Both her eyes and her heart could only see the boy in front of her.

Those girls who had had close contact with him, no matter who they were, had to be ranked behind her.

When she suddenly realized this, the haze and lack of confidence that the other girl had brought to her these days completely dissipated.

"Hey, will you replenish me today? The follow-up at that time." She said with a smile.

That afternoon three years ago, I was interrupted by the sudden return home of the boy's sister. I originally thought it would be a wonderful first experience, but in the end it had to end hastily. It must be said that it was a sad thing.

Jinguji Yue's heart tightened, and he looked at the pair of amber pupils of his childhood sweetheart, relaxed and serious.

He realized that he couldn't tell whether Sakurakoji Sakura was telling the truth or joking.

But no matter what Sakurakoji Sakura thinks, Jinguji Tsuki will not be swayed.

"Shakura...

"As you can see, I have changed and turned into a hopeless scumbag. I lied to many girls and turned a blind eye to their sincerity.

"Even if I see a weak girl crying in front of me, I can't blink an eyelid and my heart is as hard as a rock.

"However, even though I am like this, my mood at the moment seems to be somewhat the same as back then.

"I want to cherish you more, cherish you as my childhood sweetheart, cherish you as my first love.

"We have reached the age where we should accept responsibility for our respective choices. We cannot make the mistakes of the past a second time."

Jingujizuki has never forgotten what happened back then, including after that, when he was possessed by the system and had to force himself to break up with Sakurakoji Sakura.

That was the first time in Jingujizuki's short life that he had hurt a girl so completely.

He thought he would become an honest man.

He thought he would become a devoted man.

He thought he would become a man who belonged only to Sakurakoji Saakura.

But driven by the system, in order to protect the unique girl in his heart, he had no choice but to watch himself fall step by step and become a scumbag that everyone reviled, unable to defend himself.

"Did Yue always feel that it was a mistake?" Sakurakoji Sakura asked.

"........."

The young man looked away.

She took a step closer to Jingujizuki, suddenly stretched out her hand, and held Jingujizuki's hand tightly.

"I never thought it was a mistake.

"Even if it's not a good memory, even if I'm hurt all over, even if you unilaterally announce the breakup in the end, you don't even give me a decent reason.

"I did lose many firsts with you, but I also gained many firsts and many happy memories.

"Whether you admit it or not, you will never be able to forget me in this life. Sakurakoji Sakura is destined to become the woman most profound in your heart, as long as there is still a trace of tenderness belonging to Jinguji Yue in your heart."

"I don't have that kind of thing a long time ago."

"It's just that Yue doesn't want to look directly at the past."

Jinguji Tsuki thought that he owed Sakurakoji Sakura so much that no amount of atonement would be enough, but she would always be by his side with a lively attitude.

Even in order to eliminate his guilt, he showed that she had already emerged from the haze and fabricated a non-existent boyfriend.

"I am indeed a strange girl." She said.

"strangeness?"

"Isn't that right? You treated me like this. You tricked me into sleeping with me not long after we started dating, and then dumped me to become a hated scumbag. But I still can't let you go. Until this moment, you can understand me. What are you thinking about?"

Jingujizuki shook his head.

"You just need to take me to the love hotel without saying a word like you did back then, and I will do whatever you want."

The young man was stunned and didn't know what to say.

Seeing this, Sakurakoji Sasakura burst out laughing happily.

"Such a surprise?"

"It's more than an accident. It's hard for me to understand your brain circuit."

"Is it so difficult? I think it is a very simple matter."

Jingujizuki showed a puzzled expression.

Sakurakoji Sasakura smiled brightly, with a cute blush on her cheeks: "Isn't it natural to want to do shameful things with the boy you like?"

The young man was speechless.

After a long time, he reached out and touched Sakurakoji Sakura's head. His heart was complicated and full of emotions.

"But you won't promise me, and you won't take me to a love hotel, right?" She looked up at the boy.

"Well, no." Jingujizuki said firmly.

Sakurakoji Sasakura showed an expression as expected: "Yue, you have really changed."

"Sorry, I became such a bad man."

She shook her head and said softly: "Yue has become more like an adult than me. It seems that you are the only one who has passed the youthful stage and has become an adult who carries heavy burdens alone.

"But I am still the little girl I was back then. I naively thought I had become an adult because I thought I would do things between adults.

"This inevitably makes me feel unwilling, as if I am destined to fall behind that person."

"That person...?" Jinguji Yue was stunned.

Sakurakoji Sasakura took a deep look at the boy.

"Senior Hoshino Mori is more of a stable adult than us, and the more mature you become, Yue, the closer you are to her and the farther you are from me."

Jingujizuki was immediately speechless.

Sakurakoji Sakura was right. In Jinguji Tsuki's heart, Hoshino Mori Hoshino was such an image. He was just surprised that Sakurakoji Sakura had the same opinion as him.

"Sakura is special to me," he said.

Sakurakoji Saakura was unmoved and asked calmly: "What about seniors? Where's Teacher Aoyama? Aren't they special to you?"

Sakurakoji Sasakura cleverly captured Jinguji Yue's speech disorder. For the boy, these women are the people who give him different things in various stages of his life.

There is no distinction between high and low, nor should we.

"I'm not asking you to choose one of us. It's not an election. The one with the most votes is elected. I just want to tell you that we girls all want to be given special care and treatment."

It seemed that another girl had said something similar to him.

Tsuki Jinguji took these words to heart and might use them in the future.

"Hey, can I ask a question?" she said.

"Why do you want to go on a date with me today? And the process is like this. I almost thought you were really going to finish what you didn't finish three years ago at once today."

Jingujizuki thought about it for a while.

Maybe the cause was Hoshino Mori Hoshino's words, but if it was just that, Jinguji Tsuki believed that he couldn't be driven.

He has become different from before. He is no longer a proactive person. When communicating with others, he often responds passively, never wanting to attack or guide.

And the most important reason why he had such thoughts today was probably because he wanted to change the relationship between him and Sakurakoji Sakura.

It's not that I want to be lovers, it's just that I feel a little confused about the ambiguous relationship between my childhood sweethearts.

To put it more bluntly, he couldn't see Sakurakoji Sakura's effort without asking for anything in return, so he wanted to respond to her and convey that he also cherished her.

The essence of all this is because Jingujizuki saw through Sakurakouji Sakura's insecurity and inferiority.

Unconsciously, she compared herself with Hoshino Mori Hoshino.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, anyone would be dwarfed by Hoshino Mori Hoshino, and no matter which girl she was, her original glow would be obscured by that person's temperament and light.

But for Jinguji Tsuki, Sakurakoji Sakura's position in his heart is unique. Even Hoshino Mori Hoshino can't completely squeeze out Sakurakoji Sakura and occupy the most special position in his heart.

The dual title of childhood sweetheart and first love is so special.

Maybe there really is a beautiful girl in the world who can make everyone obsessed with her.